To 11

So uh. I was sitting here earlier, and all of a sudden it felt like someone had turned the gravity up to 11. Like, everything suddenly felt super heavy and like… what the actual? I’m still not sure how to parse it, like… was it pain, or what. I thought about taking pain meds, but I’m not convinced it would have helped. I’ve either gotten used to it now or it’s lifted a bit… I mean, whatever the sensation, I can tell there’s pain now. Pain isn’t fun, but understanding sensations makes them vaguely easier to cope with.

Not a lot in the week really. We were off work and getting caught up with a few bits — probably doing too much, but never mind. Spouse said he’d booked the time off in mind to give us time to do what ‘normal’ people do on a weekend, which, fair. Between my chronic fatigue and his long covid, we definitely need to do things slowly and spaced out.

As for this week, the only way I’ve been hitting it hard has been mentally. A week off work means a bit of catching up, but I turned that around a lot faster than I expected to. And then I got through it *super* fast today, which… maybe that took a physical toll too, I don’t know. Existing is weird and stuff, ha ha.

Right, back to knitting and gaming. I started a Sims 3 legacy… which I had to move from my laptop to my desktop because I kept slamming into Error 12 (wouldn’t save). It’s limping along a bit better, so maybe I’ll actually get to finish another one. Heh. All the legacies I’ve done, I’ve only ever managed to get *one* to the end through the glitchiness that is Sims 3.

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