Still Here

Yeah naw, I’m still alive and all that. I’ve just like… completely blanked on getting this done? There’s really no ‘good’ reason why, but I’m not beating myself up either. It’s weird times and my brain is tired, and it’s genuinely a miracle that I manage to keep myself in more or less good nick with how uncertain things are. I mean, I *GUESS* the point is that it takes all I have spare to keep that going, so.

And yeah, we’re all mainly okay. I have occasional creeping anxiety in the evenings, but I think that’s just the whole stagnation thing. Even if it’s not too different from my normal go-to, it’s still not normal. At least swinging into the cold half of the year should help boost my mood, because that’s how my backwards-on-all-thing self rolls.

Right, full of dinner, gonna zone out, game, and maybe pick up my knitting. I’ve been making some progress again, so that’s been pleasing.

<3