This is pretty much a hi, I exist, bye because I am sort of a wreck right now. Someone was an accusative ass to me, and then doubled down on it when I tried to be vulnerable and admit to my not-so-great behaviour in regards to the situation. Because of it, I’m kind of pretty sure I’m about to lose the one and only social thing that I do in my life and the whole thing has got me sobbing and shaking. I’m hoping that I will feel better tomorrow, but I’m not convinced that’s going to happen. :/
For now… just gonna try to keep distracting my brain. Wish me luck on actually eating dinner, ’cause right now I feel too shaken up to do food. Which sucks, ’cause Z is doing pumpkin curry and there is little out there as good.